Ah, does it sound so transactional...I hadn't actually meant it in quite such a literal manner, so to speak? Though, reading back, my phrasing...I see...
[a slightly drawn pause]
This could probably be called another sort of habit from harder times. I guess I still haven't fully adjusted to the world of exchanges non-transactional...and so, it would seem, I still frame most everything in my head as a ledger carefully marked.
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[a slightly drawn pause]
This could probably be called another sort of habit from harder times. I guess I still haven't fully adjusted to the world of exchanges non-transactional...and so, it would seem, I still frame most everything in my head as a ledger carefully marked.